When my heart speaks..

I wish that i could touch that face.. 
And see right through that eyes.. 
Listen to that voice every night.. 
So that i can sleep tight.. 

The day that i'll never forget.. 
When you touch my hands and give me your sweetest smile.. 
That once i neglect.. 
But now i realize one thing.. 
The decision that kills me day by day.. 
Started this self-war.. 
That no one knows.. 

Every time i see that name appears, the lightning strikes me.. 
Everything becomes so dark, blurs all the edges.. 
But this heart beats faster and faster.. 
What all these means? 

One thing that that i learned.. 
Never expect.. 
To God i leave notes.. 
The only One that i can talk with.. 
Shall i give up or moving on? 
I just let Him lead my path..

It's been awhile...

I don't exactly what i want to jot down here.. Well, i love writing once upon a time ..i spent so much time for my own..i wrote so many short stories, poems but i forgot where did i put all my collections. Maybe my mommy had burnt them all! wuuu~ I put some of my poems and short stories that i'd created here..sayau mai ku enda engkah semua!! arrgghh!..keluar dah jaku iban..hahaha..but now i'm lacked of idea. This year is the busiest year that i have ever had. So much things happened. It has been almost 6 years i spend my life in a city that takes more than hundred km from my hometown. I have learned so much things in this life. Being independent started from 18 years old. I learn how to face people, problems, works, studies and any situations. The ups and downs moments, the laughs and tears taught me a lot until i become stronger each day. Stand and face the unknown!!

Music and Soul...

Stop saying my name if your lips hard to do so..

Stop holding my hand as it never give you warmth..

Stop this masquerade cos i'm gonna lose this mask.



I can't follow your rhythm,

I can't follow your beat,

This steps would be easier if i just running on my own track.



Sounds of the midnight rain..

The most wonderful music that gives inspiration.

Million of stars..

The most amazing view that give bliss..

To a tiny heart of mine.


Created by me,
15:19
22.10.2011

Shall she count all the pills?

'She' is my mom... uugghh..i'm feeling strong enough to walk and do all the cleaning things at home but she always update all my pills.. OMG~ I'm wondering..when will i be stopped swallowing them..hmm.. i hate medicines..

**that picture is not my real pills..LOL! don't get confused~

DIFFERENCE BETWEEN "SOMEBODY U LOVE" & SOMEBODY U LIKE"

In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster .
But in front of the person you like, you'll get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring .
But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush .
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile.

In front of the person you love, you can't say everything on your mind .
But in front of the person you like, you can.

In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy.
But in front of the person you like, you can show your own self.

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love.
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them.
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.

So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears.

But...
If u try to close your eyes,love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart...

••. Whisperer Quotes .••.

sorry guys!

Sorry for being silent for several weeks.. Just discharged from the hospital..my doc said "you have to finish these meds, have more rest and drink a lot of plain water...bla..bla..bla". Yesterday, i've finished all my meds but still i don't feel better but worse..hmm.. My mum drove me to the clinic nearby today to get my meds. My weight drop extremely...i'm so sad.. Just to get a glass of water from the kitchen is a trouble for me to walk...ugghh~ My world can be so dark anytime..

Back to my last week...i even can't sleep..almost think about suicide! (Maybe this is how Micheal Jackson's feeling). I don't know what are the things that can make me sleep and rest...lastly, i took a painkiller (just to try if it works). Yes! it did! I can sleep 'til 10am... Waking up that morning, still i didn't feel better..

Thank God for this sickness as i know that You want me to better take care of myself. By the way, i try to be strong in facing this... whether it can be cure or not, i put it on Your hands God. Thanks coz You teach me a lot..i know You love me and i miss Your hug and that kiss on my forehead.. I hope tonight i can meet you once more.. =D

Tips on strengthening your relationship with your significant other BY Mac Engel

Starting a relationship is relatively easy. Keeping it healthy and strong, though, requires effort. "Who trains you for relationships?" Dr. Margie McKeon of Dallas asks. "How many people are really prepared for a serious relationship?""One of the very essential things I focus on is just listening," Miller says. "We are so busy thinking of what we are going to say that we don’t hear what the other person is saying. If you just listen, it can make a major difference in a person’s day."These relationship experts agree that if you follow one, two or more of these suggestions each day, it can help deepen the bond that you have with your significant other.

1. Listen. This is one of the hardest things to do in any relationship, "You have to really force yourself to not retort or interject anything when the other person is talking," Miller says. "This may take years of practice."

2. Validate the other person. "Validating means if you understand where they are coming from; if you know their world makes sense," McKeon says. "It’s a critical element." Try to understand how the person views life, or at the very least, how they may view a particular situation. Step into their shoes, if you will, and see things from their perspective.

3. Remember: There are no winners. This extends the idea above, and comes in handy when conflict arises. "When couples fight, the need to be right or to win is so great it hurts the relationship," McKeon says. "Couples have to get past right and wrong. Listen to the other person’s world — that helps you get beyond right and wrong."

4. Don’t personalize it. "If the person is mad, it’s not necessarily about you," Behannon says. "You can’t make their pain or disappointment your fault." If you feel like maybe you are being the scapegoat for their anger, help them to figure out what the true source of their pain is.

5. Schedule date nights. An oldie but goodie and easily forgotten. "People have to plan time for themselves and rediscover the reason they are together," Miller says.

6. It’s the tiny details. Surprise your significant other with something that shows you’re thinking about him or her. "Maybe it’s something as simple as a flower on a pillow, a hand-written note that indicates 'I am thinking about you,’ " Miller says.

7. Don’t be the source of the other person’s pain. Behannon says, "You never want to be the reason why the person you love hurts."

8. Time alone. "The other person needs to have their own things they do, that are separate from their spouse," Miller says. "This is vital." Having your own activities provides an outlet for growth in other areas. Time away also acts as a way to recharge your batteries.

9. Set boundaries. When having one of those "tough discussions," it’s important to establish areas where the conversation should go and where it shouldn’t, and perhaps even set a time limit. "Maybe this means the other person wants to wait before talking," Behannon says. "Or there are certain subjects that aren’t going to be brought up. Or the conversation will only last this long."

10. Be careful when you say "sorry." "There is an appropriate time to say this," McKeon says. "If the person starts saying 'sorry’ for everything, then they may be taking responsibility for the other person’s emotions when they shouldn’t." If one person is upset because the car has a flat tire after running over a nail, the other person has no need to offer an apology. The person apologizing has no need to say they are sorry for anything.

11. Maintain eye contact. "Don’t read or play on the computer when the other person is trying to talk to you," Miller says. "Look at the other person."

12. Forget "You." "One of the first things I focus on when communicating about the hard stuff is to drop the 'You this’ or 'You that,’" Behannon says. "They need to be 'I’ statements."

13. Keep your body language engaged. "There are physical cues our body gives away that can be louder than verbal ones," Behannon says. "You have to be mindful of what your body is saying." Slouching, folded arms, hands on hips or the rolling eyes can all be loud body language that suggests the person isn’t really engaged in a productive manner.

14. Mind PMS. "When you make a request of your partner," McKeon says, "it has to be Positive. Measurable. Specific." No need to scream or yell; just politely ask for what you want, and avoid generalities.

15. Speak their language. Don’t do something that you think you would like to do, do something they would like. Your language may say washing your partner’s car and filling it up with gas is romantic and nice, but their language may say that a bouquet of flowers and a card are better.

16. Watch your tone. If one person in the relationship has a "maximizer" tone and the other is a "minimizer," it can create conflict and make people defensive. "If you use negative tones, people get defensive," McKeon says. "You have to be conscious of what you are putting into the sacred space and each person has to take responsibility for that."

17. Schedule family time. "When you have a child, family time is the easiest thing, because that’s the one you do the most often," Miller says. "But it’s about quality family time where there is interaction and discussion."

18. Get beyond your defenses. "If I feel attacked, I go into defense," McKeon says. "If that happens, we’re not relating, and I’m too busy protecting to receive your message."

19. Listen to a problem but don’t try to fix it. Most women feel that if you are listening to them, it validates what they’ve said, McKeon says. "If you can listen and validate and empathize, it encourages autonomy. They want you to process their feelings with them — not run in and fix them. If you process their feelings, they exercise their own autonomy. If you fix a problem, it limits their autonomy." Translation: Being someone’s "toolbox" may only prevent the other person from learning how to solve the problem on their own.

20. Choose peace. "When you’re having any kind of conflict what I suggest to people is in your head say over and over, 'I choose peace rather than this,’ " Behannon says. "What that means to me is I can respond in a more peaceful way that keeps me from getting angry."

21. Be open-minded. "You can’t overtax the brain; changes are slow and gradual," McKeon says. "And the more open-minded you are, the greater the chance for growth and for real healing."

22. Observe the golden rule. "It’s such an obvious one," Behannon says. "Treat your partner the way you want to be treated."


***** P/s : For more information you can go and visit this website http://www.star-telegram.com

Click - click!

This one is for sure in the first place.. XDDDD...like it much! Thanks to my photographer ---->R Matthew F!











The lighting effect is still low but it's ok..still love this one!










A very nice whether to take some photos.. It was not too hot and i really enjoy the breeze.. Also the sun was so supportive! :D









A little bit dark..but it's fine because i love the pose. It's like i was in a 'hasienda'..hehe.. XD

Here i want to share my favourite pictures during what i called click-click time! Thanks to my photographer and the models for giving me this joyous opportunity to hang out with you all guys! Cheers!

It's mid-term holiday!!

As i'm not going back to my hometown..i'm just thinking about activities for this week. Monday, Wednesday and Friday are fully booked for 'klik~ klik'... Is there any suggestions for pose or places that suitable for us? hmm...beach? nahhh...too common.. How about nature? yes! that's it..but..can it be more specific..hmm~

Music and Soul~

Stop saying my name if your lips hard to do so..

Stop holding my hand as it never give you warmth..

Stop this masquerade cos i'm gonna lose this mask.

I can't follow your rhythm,

I can't follow your beat,

This steps would be easier if i just running on my own track.

Sounds of the midnight rain..

The most wonderful music that gives inspiration.

Million of stars..

The most amazing view that give bliss..

To a tiny heart of mine.

15:19

22.10.2011

hibernation mode is off!

Hola..i'm back from a very long time 'hibernation'. I almost forget about this blog of mine..lol! But it's ok..hmm.. i don't know what i want to jot down here. Anyway, this life is so colorful. There are certain colors that you prefer and also conversely. By the way, we have to face it even though sometimes you feel that you want to be all alone. Just put your 'cross' unto His hands. he will help you without taxes! God bless!

counting every steps..

Just having some walk with my friends alex and nick.. Staring at the dark sky, there are thousands of stars up there. I wish i could be the one of them. I just realized something that i had expected before. But it's ok.. i only think about 1 thing, walking slowly for this coming 2 years and i'll be free.

Talking about friendship, what do you think about it? As we grow up for each day, people's opinion and thoughts about something will change. You can't trust everyone around you even with the closest one with you. So now, what's the thing that keep running in my mind is just keep silent. Response if necessary. This is hard and i know. Oh yeah...i'm deaf and blind now.. ^^V.

again..new page

Praise the Lord for giving me a chance to live until this new year of 2011..!! Hallelujah~ For a long long time i have neglected my blog...hihi~ lack of idea actually and just want to rest my mind from all the mess that had happened to me in 2010.. but some of the days i really missed so much..but it's ok, i know there's a lot of great thing will come towards me. Just have faith..amen..wink2!!

Hmm.. it's been a week i have started my new sem with new people around me also the new environment and atmosphere..really enjoy with them as they make my days go brightly everyday. Oh ya! Today i played with my neighbor's dog..hahaha! he's so handsome & playful..~ Who say that it can't be tame??.. well, i'm cute enough to attract him! **perasan** I'm gonna play with him again tomorrow! yeahh~ **animal's lover** <3<3

Just saw a "tiger" under my friend's car.. It's a cat! hihi~ she's so cute.. i called her and with no doubt, she came towards me. Of course i cuddled her...huhu~ it reminds me with my cats at home. I guess she will stay with me here.. yeahh..TIGER!! I welcome you to stay here with me!! <3 Still thinking to have a hamster for me to play with..<3


Slurrppp!! **having a cup of tea** ^.^V

Waiting for my academic result for last sem. Hoho~~

Whatever it is, i hope this new year will bring more brightness in me. ^^

Tuhan itu baik

Hari ni saya tergerak hati untuk menaip dalam bahasa Melayu.. Kisah ini berdasarkan kisah nyata yang telah terjadi beberapa hari yang lalu..


Jam 11.30pm, hp kakak tiba-tiba berbunyi. Kakak yang sedang tidur langsung tidak mengendahkan panggilan tersebut. Tiba-tiba, hp adiknya pula berbunyi. "Helo...?" "Jangan menangis kalau papa meninggal..." ............hp dimatikan. Si adik terkedu lalu mengejutkan kakaknya. "Kak..ada tak papa call awak tadi? Tadi papa cakap jangan menangis kalau papa meninggal? Dia maksudkan apa? Kena bagitau mama ke?" Kakak mengangguk. Si adik bergegas ke bilik tidur ibunya dan memberitahu apa yang terjadi. Si ibu cuba menelefon suaminya tetapi gagal. Begitu juga dengan adik. Mereka mula resah. Kakak yang keseorangan di dalam bilik tidurnya duduk dan terus berdoa, menyerahkan segalanya kepada Tuhan..keselamatan papanya. Dia yakin bahawa Tuhan tidak akan mengecewakannya.


Mazmur 55:23 "Serahkanlah khuatirmu kepada TUHAN, maka IA akan memelihara engkau! Tidak untuk selama-lamanya dibiarkan-Nya orang benar itu goyah."


Dalam esakan tangis, dia terus berdoa sehingga dia merasakan ketenangan di dalam hatinya. Jauh di sudut hatinya, dia dapat merasakan bahawa papanya tidak apa-apa. kakak mengambil hpnya dan mula menaip sms kepada papanya...

"Papa, kakak akan tetap berdoa Tuhan Yesus akan menyentuh hatimu pada saat ini. Walau apapun yang berlaku, kami mengasihimu."

Kakak meneruskan tidurnya dengan nyenyak.


Awal pagi, kakak telah dikejutkan ibu. "Mama nak pergi jenguk papa kamu. Jaga adik-adik. Mama tak pasti bila pulang.."


3 hari berlalu, si ibu pulang dan berperwatakan seperti biasa. Seperti tiada apa-apa yang berlaku. Tiba-tiba, si ibu membuka cerita..


"Papamu tiada apa-apa. Semasa dia menelefon tempoh hari, dia memang berazam untuk membunuh orang pada masa itu juga! Selepas membunuh orang, dia nak bunuh dirinya sendiri! Tetapi tiba-tiba dia membatalkan hasratnya itu. Sampai saja mama kat sana, macam tak ada apa-apa yang berlaku tapi papamu menceritakan segalanya bahawa pada masa tersebut dia berhasrat untuk membunuh orang yang sentiasa tidak berpuas hati dengan kerjanya, seakan-akan kesalahan satu pejabat diletakkan ke atas bahunya. Itulah yang menyebabkannya tertekan. Mama sempat baca surat wasiat yang sempat papamu tulis :

"Jaga anak-anak kita. Maafkan papa.. Papa sayang kamu semua."


Selesai sahaja si ibu bercerita, kakak berasa sangat gembira kerana dia tahu..semuanya itu adalah dari pertolongan Tuhan Yesus yang telah menyentuh hati papanya. Dia tidak putus-putus mengucap syukur kepada Tuhan..

Thanks Lord Jesus...speechless!! XD

Haleluya... i don't know what to jote down here but i just want to praise God for giving me His great, great love...the revival that He has given me.. I'm so happy when i see the happiness and love everywhere i go.. bahagianya tengok happy2 faces ni..hahaha~ i don't know why but i'm fulled with Jesus's love..my happiness is in His hands.. I love You Lord!! so much!! XD

Admit Him! You'll be safe...

Satu sharing yang agak ringkas tetapi bagi saya, kuasa Tuhan itu sungguh luar biasa! My friends and I joined Revolution World Changers (17th March 2010) last night. We're so blessed with the praise and worship also the word of God presented by Pastor Sam from Acts Church, KL. "God is more than enough! -Genesis 17:1-9-" Terlalu syok dengan hadirat Tuhan pada malam tu (hehe~~~) tak sedar jam dh hampir pkl 10pm!!!! Kami dah lewat untuk balik ke kampus. Nak stay out, pas keluar pula kami tinggalkan kat pondok jaga. Lama-lama berfikir, kami ambil keputusan untuk terus balik walaupun lewat. Dalam perjalanan balik tu, salah seorang kawan saya kelihatannya agak resah kerana takut diambil tindakan gara-gara lambat balik. Saya menenangkan dia sambil tersenyum dengan berkata, "Jangan risau, Tuhan berserta kita. Tiada yang mustahil. Percayalah.." Kawan-kawan yang lain pun menyokong.

Kami sampai tepat-tepat jam 10.30pm.. Wahh...30 minit lewat.. Saya pun keluar dengan semangat berkobar-kobar menuju pondok jaga untuk mengambil pas keluar kami semua dan bersedia untuk sesi soal jawab bersama ketua warden dan pak cik guard..(haha~). Haleluya!!! Seorang pun tiada di situ. Puji Tuhan..Tuhan menyelamatkan kami...Saya berlari terus menuju ke arah kereta sambil berteriak berkata "HALELUYA!! See! He's more than enough my friends." Semua kami bersorak "Puji Tuhan! Puji Tuhan! Haleluya!" Seorang daripada kawan saya (pemandu) merupakan saudara kita dari agama yang lain tersenyum melihat gelagat kami..hehe~

Sekiranya kita mengaku bahawa kuasa Tuhan itu nyata, kita akan selamat. Walaupun kesaksian ini kelihatannya sungguh simple, tetapi bagi saya sungguh bermakna. Tuhan itu ada di mana-mana di saat kita berseru kepadaNya. Jangan sesekali meragui kuasa Tuhan Allah kita because He is our Lord God Almighty. Dia memenuhi segala keperluan kita. Haleluya~

I'm a winner!!

Setelah 5 minggu, akhirnya dapat juga saya menghabiskan kelas SPK ini walaupun tak datang utk 2 pelajaran (ruginya...huhu~). Nak buat komitmen baru ni...i'll join next SPK and finish all the topics.. Sepanjang SPK, Tuhan banyak telah menyentuh jiwa-jiwa & mengalami pemulihan termasuk saya sendiri. Haleluya... Mengenali Bapa itu sendiri begitu indah.. Untuk hidup selamat, melakukan segala perkara baik di dunia adalah tidak cukup untuk kita masuk ke dalam Kerajaan Bapa. Hanya melalui Yesus sahaja kita dapat diselamatkan, hanya inilah jaminan untuk beroleh hidup yang kekal. Salah satu hal yang penting dalam menentukan keberhasilan hidup seseorang adalah dengan mengetahui apa panggilan dan visi Kerajaan Allah bagi hidupnya. Panggilan dan visi ini akan membuat hidup seseorang menjadi sangat bererti dan membuatkan hidupnya lebih berhasil. Yesus mempunyai rencana yang sungguh luar biasa, yakni mengubah hidup kita menjadi terang dan garam bagi dunia (Matius 5:13-14). Visi Allah bagi setiap pengikut Kristus adalah menjadi penggubah masyarakat dan pemenang jiwa. Ada 3 langkah menjadi pengikut Kristus dan menjadi murid Kerajaan Allah:

1) Berjalan bersama Kristus (Penyerahan diri dalam doa setiap hari)
2) Belajar dari Kristus (merenungkan firman Tuhan -saat teduh- setiap hari)
3) Berubah serupa Kristus (perubahan adalah hasil daripada -buah- dari kedua langkah di atas)

Pelajaran-pelajaran dalam topik PERUBAHAN HATI telah banyak membuka hati peserta-peserta SPK pada masa tersebut di mana kami belajar bagaimana memiliki hati Bapa, memiliki hati yang benar, memiliki hati yang merdeka, memiliki hati yang penuh Roh Kudus serta memiliki hati dan tubuh yang sihat. Puji Tuhan! Banyak hati yang telah dipulihkan pada saat ini..antaranya ada yang dapat mengampuni orang yang bersalah terhadap dirinya, jiwa yang terbuka, mendapat karunia Roh Kudus (berbahasa roh, menyembuhkan orang sakit & kelemahan). Kesempatan untuk menghadiri kelas ini jangan dilepaskan sekiranya anda mahu mengalami kuasa Kristus itu sendiri.



Graduation Nite!! yaay! Thanks to sis Alice Chen (pembina) yang banyak memberi tunjuk ajar & mendoakan sepanjang SPK. Wahh...tak sangka mlm tu saya dpt 2 sijil..hehehe~~ tapi bagi saya, sijil tidak penting. Apa yang penting adalah apa yang telah saya belajar sepanjang SPK yang telah banyak mengubah hidup dan menjadikan jiwa saya menjadi baru kerana pemulihan dari Tuhan Yesus. Kalau tidak menyertai SPK, saya memang akan berterusan hidup di dalam kegelapan walaupun saya adalah manusia terang (mengenali Kristus) tetapi hidup dalam kegelapan bersama dengan kepahitan. Puji Tuhan...Tuhan adalah sumber kekuatan, penghiburan, kesembuhan bagiku..

God comforts. He doesn't pity. He picks us up, dries our tears, soothes our fears, and lifts our thoughts beyond the hurt. -Robert Schuller

Hidup umpama roda, kadang-kadang kita di atas, kadang-kadang di bawah. Tak setiap hari kita berada di atas. Pernyataan ni memang benar. Pada saat kita merasa 'down' terhadap satu-satu perkara, kita terasa seperti bersendirian kerana kita menyimpan sahaja perasaan itu. Dalam bulan ni sahaja sudah berkali-kali saya merasakan perasaan ini. Perkara di sekeliling kita tak semestinya sentiasa indah tetapi kita kena ingat 1 perkara, di saat kita merasakan perasaan seperti ini hanya ada 1 sahaja caranya untuk kita bebas. Serahkan segalanya kepada Tuhan Yesus. Dia akan meletakkan segala pergumulan kita di atas salibNya. Dia tidak akan membiarkan kita terus bergumul jika kita tidak menyerahkan segalanya kepadaNya. Tuhan sentiasa memberikan kekuatan kepada kita yang betul-betul mencari kebenaran dan percaya kepada salib Kristus yang membebaskan! Jangan sesekali kita menyalahkan Tuhan di saat apa yang kita minta Tuhan tidak kabulkan. Tuhan hanya memberi apa yang kita perlukan dan bukan kehendak kita. Tuhan mengerti segalanya. Hendaklah sentiasa bersyukur dengan apa yang ada walaupun kadang-kadang kita mendapat apa yang kita tidak ingini. Sentiasa beringat bahawa...setiap rencana Tuhan itu akan menjadi indah pada waktunya... Terima kasih Tuhan Yesus kerana sentiasa memberi kekuatan kepada kami anak-anakMu...kami mengasihiMu..amen.

what do you feel if....

someone's knocking your head without any reasons??

you fell into a drain full with mud??

you've found out that you are using a torn denim while you're hanging out with your click??

someone's accidentally spitting on you??

you lost all the important documents in your notebook??


ask yourself.... ^-^V

Overcoming Obstacles To Faith

Hari ini, saya terdorong untuk berkongsi tentang topik ini. Semasa tengah syok buat kerja-kerja di rumah, tiba-tiba satu suara yang kuat menimbulkan kerinduan saya untuk berkongsi firman Tuhan. Rasa bersalah juga sebab lama dah tak update blog saya ni..:P

ok...berbalik kepada topik kita, atau dalam BM.."Menghadang Penghalang Iman". Tajuk ini telah dikongsi oleh seorang pastor di mana tempat saya beribadah. Saya sungguh diberkati dengan firman Tuhan yang disampaikan. Thanks Lord for Your great words..so amazing!! XD

**********serious m0de***********

Bilangan 13:25 - 14:10

- Pada bab ini menceritakan tentang kedua belas pengintai dari suku kaum Israel yang telah difirman Tuhan melalui Musa untuk pergi mengintai tanah Kanaan sepertimana yang telah dijanjikan.

- Allah menjanjikan tanah perjanjian (Keluaran 32:13) di mana Allah juga menjanjikan berkat-berkat.

- Ingatlah bahawa, apa-apa pun permasalahan kita sedaya upaya meneguhkan iman kita di dalam Tuhan Yesus. Kita akan mendapat apa yang telah dijanjikanNya. Bukan itu sahaja, malah Tuhan akan menyediakan yang lebih lagi buat kita iaitu hikmat yang benar.

1 Korintus 2:9 "Tetapi seperti yang tertulis: Apa yang tidak pernah dilihat oleh mata, dan tidak pernah didengar oleh telinga, dan yang tidak pernah timbul di dalam hati manusia: semua yang disediakan Allah untuk mereka yang mengasihi Dia."

- 12 pengintai orang Israel...10 memberikan laporan yang negatif di mana mereka beranggapan bahawa mereka tidak dapat masuk ke tanah Kanaan tersebut. 2 orang lagi (Yosua dan Kaleb) memberikan laporan yang berbeza. Mereka berdua dengan yakinnya berpendapat bahawa negeri itu sungguh luar biasa baiknya dan percaya dengan firman Allah. (Bil. 14:6-9)

- Contohilah Yosua dan Kaleb dalam kehidupan seharian kita. Percayalah dengan firman Tuhan dan janganlah..apabila melihat kesukaran serta cabaran di hadapan kita..terus kita katakan TIDAK...TAK BOLEH... hai saudara/i, belum cuba..belum tau..:D Minta pertolongan dari Dia yang kaya dalam segala hal iaitu Yesus Kristus.

Filipi 4:13 "Segala perkara dapat ku tanggung di dalam Dia yang memberi kekuatan kepadaku."


PENGHADANG UTAMA KEPADA KETIDAKPERCAYAAN

1) Takut (Fear)

- timbul kerana melihat rintangan lebih besar daripada firman Tuhan (Bil 13:28, 32-33)
- ketakutan boleh mematikan segala harapan dan impian kita
- bila ada sahaja ketakutan, ianya boleh menghancurkan firman Tuhan yang ada dalam diri kita.


2) Bersungut (Grumble)

- bersungut kerana tidak melihat tiada harapan lagi (Bil. 14:2)
- mulai mempersoalkan pimpinan Tuhan dalam hidup (Bil 14:3)
- Bersungut sahaja tidak akan melepaskan kita daripada masalah.
- Bersungit hanya akan menghalang kebaikan Tuhan kepada kita.


3) Pemberontakkan (Rebellion)

- tidak mahu lagi tunduk kepada kepimpinan yang dipercayakan ke atas kita (Bil 14:4)
- memberontak kepada pemimpin yang dipilih Tuhan akan menyebabkan kita hilang payung perlindungan (spiritual covering)
- juga menghalang kita mengalami janji Allah
- Jangan biarkan ketakutan menguasai diri kerana itu akan menimbulkan pemberontakan.



APA AKAN TERJADI APABILA IMAN YANG BESAR MENYALA DALAM UMAT ALLAH??

1) Pegang fakta firman Tuhan (janji Tuhan)
- Tuhan janjikan negeri yang berlimpah susu dan madu (Bil 13:27)
- Jangan pedulikan halangan yang ada dan yakin dengan kuasa Tuhan.


2) Miliki sikap hati yang benar.
- Yosua dan Kaleb punyai hati yang benar. (Bil 13:30, 14:7)
- mereka melihat rintangan yang sama seperti mana 10 pengintai yang lain tetapi mereka berdua mempunyai keyakinan akan firman Tuhan. (Bil 14:9)


3) Nyatakan kepercayaan kita
- Bil 13:30, 14:8
- Sementara anda mengisytiharkan kepercayaan anda, kemuliaan Tuhan turun atas anda. (Bil 14:10)
- Nyatakan setiap hari, apa yang anda percaya.
- Imani dan ikut firman Tuhan dan Tuhan akan menyediakan yang terbaik buat kita.


Di sini, saya ingin akhiri sharing saya dengan 2 ayat daripada firman Tuhan:

ROMA 1:17
"Sebab di dalamnya nyata kebenaran Allah, yang bertolak dari iman dan memimpin kepada iman, seperti ada tertulis : ORANG BENAR AKAN HIDUP OLEH IMAN."


IBRANI 11:6
"Tetapi tanpa iman tidak mungkin orang berkenan kepada Allah, ia harus percaya bahawa Allah ada dan bahawa Allah memberi upah kepada orang yang sungguh-sungguh mencari Dia."


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