Back to my last week...i even can't sleep..almost think about suicide! (Maybe this is how Micheal Jackson's feeling). I don't know what are the things that can make me sleep and rest...lastly, i took a painkiller (just to try if it works). Yes! it did! I can sleep 'til 10am... Waking up that morning, still i didn't feel better..
Thank God for this sickness as i know that You want me to better take care of myself. By the way, i try to be strong in facing this... whether it can be cure or not, i put it on Your hands God. Thanks coz You teach me a lot..i know You love me and i miss Your hug and that kiss on my forehead.. I hope tonight i can meet you once more.. =D